I seriously do not know why they like me so much.
Just because I am adorable?? cute?? or I did smell good??? :P (just JK)

I am suppose to study for my test...
But I get distracted by all these >.<
swollen and itchy.....

WHY they are coming back =.="
Anna reminds me that it's means I have to tahan for another year...ARGH.
I wish they will disappear, but I know my birthday wishes never really comes true (T.T)


see my neck....full with their bites =.="

Nothing special to write about recently.
But seems like is a time for an update.
Next week is a supeeeeeer busy week with 2 tests, 2 quizzes 2 assignments due.
run out of times =.="

And I found bed bug again in my bed just now.
Why couldn't they leave me alone...
Why couldn't they just die and disappear forever and ever in my life =(

What's on my mind recently?
HOLIDAY, THANKSGIVING and WINTER BREAKS......
I go to class and I day dream.... about something I also couldn't recall.
I totally not in a mood to study....
I want to go somewhere far far far away from here during winter breaks =P
Chicago? LA? or Florida?

I realize this is my last winter here in US (:
Graduating May 2010. (=

Surprised Birthday! Seriously totally unexpected!
But I'm wondering am I too naive to believe in everything =.="
The birthday is no longer a normal 12am surprise but a morning wake up surprise!!!!
Grrrr.....surprising me while I din even brush my teeth, my face and looking blur blur =.=


But....thanks anyway. Is very nice of you all. =)
Thanks for the gifts, the cards and the wishes from Phone call, FB and MSN. =D
Should be my last birthday celebrating in Wichita..sob...

p.s. I wished for all my wishes will come true =P

Look WHAT I found! Pull out from my hair...

Well....this was not my first.
Just realized it might be a symptom.
I don't want to turn old!!! (T.T)
I need a hair cut...Badly!!! >.<

Been listening to Taylor Swift's songs for this 2 days.
The very first time listen to country music.
She is young and beautiful singer/song writer.
Like most of her songs in her album.
Can realize my background music had changed to Taylor's song - You Belong with Me. 
Lyrics about she waiting for her prince charming :P
Like the last part of the MV!
 

忘了在这里告诉大家。
我。。。换名了！

新名字是蔚溱 （yu qin）。
别问我为什么会换。
也许你叫我的新名，我会反应不过来。
那就多叫吧。让我自己也可以习惯。=)

  
I didn't like him but I like this song performed by him.

Dan Hill - Sometimes when we touch
You ask me if I love you and I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you in what you say or do
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch the honesty's too much
and I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die, till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you and drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through and hold you endlessly
At times I understand you and I know how hard you try
I watched while love commands you and I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters still searching for a friend
a brother or a sister but then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch the honesty's too much
and I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die till we both break down and cry
 I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides ......

A day trip to Lawrence......
Began our trip on the 8.15am. 2 and a half hours of driving. There were total 5 cars on this trip.

Randomly walked on downtown.
Went lunch in a Japanese restaurant called Yokohama.
Nice place and environment with nice food =D


Jumped high \(^^)/

Next stop was the KU campus. Is 3 times bigger than WSU. All were tiring walking in the campus. Orz


Can't really remember where I had visited. Art museum, their RSC.....
Just know was very tired walking around their campus. LOL


Me and Pui See and Yihao

Before heading back to Wichita, went dinner at BIGz. Food was good but not their coleslaw. =.=
Well, that how we spending our Labour Day off.

Told Tim I will update my blog..and I promised him and I dono why... Finally on Wed, last night in Malaysia,  went yam cha with Sook fun and Kar Yin.  On the Way to Airport..Saw something similar with my "old" name

Backed in Wichita about a week. 

她说：“窕~想不到你也会挑！”
我说：“为什么我不可以挑！又不是没条件，又不是没市场！为什么不可以！”
她说：“窕~我喜欢你这句！还是很有自信！”
我说：“哈哈。我们应该要有的！”

可是，十年后或五年后。还会有这样的自信吗？
单身，也可以很快乐！=D

p.s. 我是我，她是罗瑜琳

终于剪掉留了4年的长发。
看似年轻了吧。
虽然不是超级短。
但是不知道迟些会不会后悔。(=.=)
我是个很懒惰打理的人 =P


短发 =)

Recently got some problem on breathing. Is very hard for me to breath smoothly.
Need took a deep breath only can feel the air~
And today getting worst so went see doctor.

Doctor say my lung , nose and mouth got no problem.
Maybe is stress.
Stress on study? Stress on social stuff like family, relationship or etc?
But seriously I now in holiday moods, impossible is study stress.
I have nothing big issues happen in my family, not family stress lo.
And also I have no BF, so is not stress from relationship also.

So, conclusion? Malaysia air is just too bad???
Need Breaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaath =(

Backed home for weeks d....still nothing much to do here (=.=")
Anyway....call me sometimes to go out =D

Don't know S'pore trips and Genting trips will still on or not? zZz

Hard to predict things that will happen anytime.
There are always be some Changes.
Even myself also changing......so often (=.=)
Maybe should either just enjoy it or ignore it.
Life will be much easy. Perhaps =)

Cause the World is moving on... ^^

Time passed and another year in Wichita~
There are some people who left, some people who graduated.
Well, for those who graduated (Cindy, Chang, Vincent, Allen, Sarah.....) --> CONGRATULATION =D

One of our gang member - Chang - is leaving, going back Malaysia for good.
hmmm.....was thinking that everybody is leaving, one by one.
The next year, most of us will be graduate also.
Kinda feel sad....things was not going to be the same in the future =(
Going to miss the old days. SMUD
But anyway.... take care and all the best =D

p.s. gonna go back home for 3 months (^0^)V

A group pic of our "Starbucks" gang without sen =P

最近在想。。。
为什么大家都很喜欢问我？

你可以帮我问A小姐吗？
你可以帮我问B先生卖不卖？
你知道C先生在哪吗？
你知道为什么D小姐不理我吗?
你找到E先生可以叫他找我吗？

为什么要问我呢？我又不是他们的代言人。
我怎么知道他们在干吗？怎么知道他们在想什么？

不知道也会不会有人会问我在那里呢？
是我很好找吗？还是我太闲了？
(=.=")

我真的是这样的人吗？(>.<)
也许我连自己都不清楚。

我是把人家的问题当成自己的娱乐来看的人吗？
我是这么不能被信赖的人吗？

也许有一点吧。自己都不会发现自己的问题。
我经常是聆听别人故事的人。
却很少分享自己的故事。
是自己的故事少得可怜?
还是不想去分享呢？
还是人家想告诉我？都有吧。

也许你说的对。
也许我真的是在自娱。
也许是自己的潜意识，
也许是自己的反应慢，
所以并没有察觉这些问题。

感觉人是很容易改变的。
突然对你很好，突然就变了。
尝试恢复以前的自己。平静的。
不想去多想。不想再情绪化了。
加油。=)

Some follow up news from me =P
Been a bit moody and emo and easily get frustrated last week.
However,  this week is a better week =D

Thanks all my friends for the concerns...Appreciated =)

Finished my BIG presentation, my test, and got my health report saying that I don't have a cancer.
LOL. and now Spring BREAKKKKKKKKKKK

Settle most of the problems, now just left some tiny one.
A bit unsure about what happen.
But thing might be more clear in future. Who knows.
Confuse......seeing what gonna happen next =P
I'm cunning and I know LOL

最近心情有点低落。
也许是压力， 也许是太多不好的东西发生了。
电脑可能要坏了， 健康有点亮红灯。
也许是那天的体检让我不知怎么了。
也可能是别的事情， 使我闷闷的。不知道该怎么办。

太多太多东西。
不想去理会， 想要置身事外。
我已经很烦了。

很想大哭一场。可是哭不出来。
我是怎么啦？太不像平常的我。
要赶快振作起来！！