I seriously do not know why they like me so much.
Just because I am adorable?? cute?? or I did smell good??? :P (just JK)

I am suppose to study for my test...
But I get distracted by all these >.<
swollen and itchy.....

WHY they are coming back =.="
Anna reminds me that it's means I have to tahan for another year...ARGH.
I wish they will disappear, but I know my birthday wishes never really comes true (T.T)


see my neck....full with their bites =.="

Nothing special to write about recently.
But seems like is a time for an update.
Next week is a supeeeeeer busy week with 2 tests, 2 quizzes 2 assignments due.
run out of times =.="

And I found bed bug again in my bed just now.
Why couldn't they leave me alone...
Why couldn't they just die and disappear forever and ever in my life =(

What's on my mind recently?
HOLIDAY, THANKSGIVING and WINTER BREAKS......
I go to class and I day dream.... about something I also couldn't recall.
I totally not in a mood to study....
I want to go somewhere far far far away from here during winter breaks =P
Chicago? LA? or Florida?

I realize this is my last winter here in US (:
Graduating May 2010. (=

Look WHAT I found! Pull out from my hair...

Well....this was not my first.
Just realized it might be a symptom.
I don't want to turn old!!! (T.T)
I need a hair cut...Badly!!! >.<

Recently got some problem on breathing. Is very hard for me to breath smoothly.
Need took a deep breath only can feel the air~
And today getting worst so went see doctor.

Doctor say my lung , nose and mouth got no problem.
Maybe is stress.
Stress on study? Stress on social stuff like family, relationship or etc?
But seriously I now in holiday moods, impossible is study stress.
I have nothing big issues happen in my family, not family stress lo.
And also I have no BF, so is not stress from relationship also.

So, conclusion? Malaysia air is just too bad???
Need Breaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaath =(

我真的是这样的人吗？(>.<)
也许我连自己都不清楚。

我是把人家的问题当成自己的娱乐来看的人吗？
我是这么不能被信赖的人吗？

也许有一点吧。自己都不会发现自己的问题。
我经常是聆听别人故事的人。
却很少分享自己的故事。
是自己的故事少得可怜?
还是不想去分享呢？
还是人家想告诉我？都有吧。

也许你说的对。
也许我真的是在自娱。
也许是自己的潜意识，
也许是自己的反应慢，
所以并没有察觉这些问题。

感觉人是很容易改变的。
突然对你很好，突然就变了。
尝试恢复以前的自己。平静的。
不想去多想。不想再情绪化了。
加油。=)

最近心情有点低落。
也许是压力， 也许是太多不好的东西发生了。
电脑可能要坏了， 健康有点亮红灯。
也许是那天的体检让我不知怎么了。
也可能是别的事情， 使我闷闷的。不知道该怎么办。

太多太多东西。
不想去理会， 想要置身事外。
我已经很烦了。

很想大哭一场。可是哭不出来。
我是怎么啦？太不像平常的我。
要赶快振作起来！！

Is been awhile for update, except for all those spam tagged by Mr. Tim. (=.=")
A lots of things in mind lately, with all stress, stories, distractions....
Lot things changes lately, good way and bad way.
Enjoy the moments of sharing stuffs and gossip-ing.
For me, I rarely shared my true feelings with others.
Unless I really can't stand anymore. (excluding those gossip stuff =P)
Don't think I want to share, maybe don't know how to say it out.
Anyway, it doesn't matter. (>.<")

Sometimes, I don't really feel the stress.
Maybe there are too much works and too many exams for these couple of weeks.
Feel sad for all my test result, feel bad for my MIS group mate =(
Minds can't feel the stress but body tells what happened.
I think I getting tired, I need a good rest. *pray*
=)

新学期开始了。
感觉周围有很多改变。人，事物。
离开的已经离开，回来的也该回来了。
突然有所感触。
也许会渐渐习惯那些改变。

想要回家，想见我的家人，想念我的朋友们。

只是抒发情绪。我会更好的！

p.s. 有朋友问我的新年愿望是什么。那时我说还没想呢。
现在的我：希望自己会很多很多语言。写着大家也不明白的语言。

祝大家新年快乐！

无聊-ing。。。
之前妈妈说12月的时候先不要回家，可是可以去英国找姐姐或者妹妹。
可是姐姐说她已经没有假期了。唉。
妈妈又说，不如明年夏天在去吧！那时候妹妹毕业了可以去参加她的毕业典礼！
好啊！好啊！
但是妈妈后来又告诉我，妹妹的毕业典礼在11月才举行！
那。。我不是不能去了吗！！

距离回家的日子。。。遥遥无期。

p.s. 现在的生活很无聊，每天只上2天的课。之前好不容易拿到的SSN都用不到。工作没着落。
       还感觉要生病了。以前在家的时候很少生病呢，现在开始感冒了。想家了。。。

这里的气候越来越糟了。
这几天都是在吹狂风。。。好冷哦！！！
都快感冒了。（T.T）

自己一个人的感觉越来越浓厚了。一个人上课，一个人吃饭，一个人在房里。。。
以前怎样还有个妹妹，现在一个人了。。。

看到一些同学的SPACES,大家都好像回家过年了，真好！！！

这里有整个月没更新了啊!!!∩_∩ 考完大考快一星期了...现在放假中... 有点无聊...(-.-") 最近电脑真是"伤痕累累"，前一阵子不知道为什么整个PROGRAM FILES里的APPLICATION都开不到。之后，修好了，IE首页有被广告绑架。现在不懂为何SOUND DEVICE又出现问题？听不到声音了！（T.T）

最近心情有点低落。。。

心情跌到谷地了。心里总是闷闷的。

大概是最近没什么好事发生！几乎都不是好事。。。唉！

对很多事情都感到有点厌倦。讨厌啊。。。

考试又快接近了。。。又会开始感到无形的压力！

不知几时才能摆托一切呢 ?
 
感谢大地。感谢太阳。感谢生命